Girl Finding Her Way

Babblings, rants and the general nonsense of a 20-something newly admitted attorney trying to find her way

Tired Ramblings On A Tuesday Night… April 29, 2008

1. I like all of the attention I’m getting on here lately. Today (Tuesday) I had over 400 hits!! Seriously!? That’s pretty f’in cool. Granted, I’m sure this will all end once the MA bar results are out and everyone isn’t googling for their sanity. Whatever. I’ll take what I can get! Hopefully some of these new readers stick around.

 

2. The email that I sent to Unofficial earlier was responded to via voicemail. I was at work when he called, and he was just calling to say “Hi” and he apologized for not calling and then said twice to give him “a ring.” It’s funny to me that he apologized for not calling. I just saw him yesterday morning. We rarely talk every day. And twice telling me to call him is cute too. We spoke a bit ago and it was just like “how was your day… etc” chat but nice and I gave him advice on something he’s doing tomorrow and helped him to figure out that he doesn’t have jury duty. He was quite grateful. I think… *think*… that we are definitely progressing. Maybe this means that my being scared is all for naught and that he’s getting there sooner than I thought. I don’t want to get my hopes up though. We talked about doing something either Sunday or Monday (my nights off) and then I said if he wanted to come over after work to let me know. I also told him that I was going to try and give him more space so I don’t distract him from work. He didn’t sound as though he liked that idea. I enjoyed hearing that.

 

3. I’m feeling less and less into Work Crush lately. He kind of bores me now. All this build up and then nothing happens. It’s not worth the effort and, quite frankly, I wouldn’t give up what I have with Unofficial right now for anyone.

 

4. The past week I’ve been up pretty early each day. OK, early for me… so like 9ish. This was mostly due to the move. Today I slept in until 11:00. It was like heaven. AND, I could easily have gotten up earlier but forced myself to sleep a little more knowing how deprived I’ve been. I *think* I may have myself on a normal person sleep schedule almost! This would be great.

 

5. I told Unofficial about how there’s an epidemic at my work. Everyone is getting pregnant. (OK, like 3 people, but still…) He looked me dead in the eyes and said, “You’re on the pill, right?” I laughed. He looked so scared. We both take the precautions necessary for me to not get pregnant, it was funny that he was worried for a second. After I laughed I said something like “Please, it wouldn’t happen don’t worry.” His response, “Fucking knock on something wood!” HAHA. I like him. A lot.

 

 

Comcast, First Night Alone, Unpacking, Email Booty Call, Cupcakes and Suspense April 29, 2008

1. The comcast dude came by yesterday morning to install our cable and internet. He had to go into the basement to drill some holes in order for us to get tv in our bedrooms. This meant that he had to go out my back door and down the creepy stairs that I’ve never been down. When he was finished, he said that he had locked the door. Do you think he really did? No. Jerk. I realized this at 3 a.m. when I got freaked out by some noises and went to check all the doors. I should complain.

 

2. Speaking of my first night alone in the new place… it was creepy. The apartment is pretty large so with just me it feels kind of scary. I kept hearing noises as different points in the evening and it was freaking me out. Guess what the noise was. Rain. Yup. Rain hitting my windows. I think I need to start taking Adivan before bed. Simon doesn’t help matters because he causes a ruckus all over the place too.

 

3. I got a lot of my unpacking done yesterday. There’s still a whole bunch left to do. I wish I could snap my fingers and everything would be put away. Let’s try it now. *SNAP* Nope, boxes still everywhere. Damn it.

 

4. Unofficial got an email from me today. He has yet to respond. Basically it said that I know he’s going to be super busy with work and I don’t want to pester him at all. So, if he wants to come over after I get out of work any time this week he should text me or something when he so desires. I said that I won’t be texting him as I usually would when bored at work because of how busy he is. It puts the ball in his court and makes it seem like I’m doing it for his benefit. Really, I’m doing it so that I can see how long he can go without seeing me. Stupid games.

 

5. I think I am going to make cupcakes sometime this week. Maybe I’ll do that on Friday so that when Roomie gets here on Saturday she has something to munch on. I’m going to be a fantastic roommate, much like how amazing I am at being an almost-girlfriend. Hahah.

 

6. There is something I want to talk about on here… but I can’t yet… ugh. Soon. It’s big though. And when I can talk about it… believe you me there will be quite the entry! :-D