Rantings…. November 19, 2007

And now, for some rantings…

 

If’ I’m at the gym working out with headphones on… do not come up and talk to me or try to hit on me.

 

I was watching Sex and the City and it was the “you can’t change a man” episode. I realized two things: 1) I am Miranda in so many ways. In this episode she gets annoyed with Steve’s cuddling… ummm… sound familiar? haha. 2) Carrie and Big remind me of AT and I. Being back in his life and nothing changing. UGH. I still haven’t talked to him… and we’re at 2 months of silence now. Thoughts of him haunt me on an occasional basis… ugh.

 

One thing that disgusted me today: Man bites 22-month old’s lip off How amazingly disturbing is this?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE!?!??!

 

Ok… I think that’s it for now.

 

Wait.

 

I lied

 

Has anyone been reading Mike Cherico’s blog on Glamour? Let’s just talk about how much of a mess this guy quite obviously is. Not only is he the most fake blogger ever… he’s not truthful and honest with his readers…. he makes stories up… I could go on… Anyway… he is the worst person for Glamour to have blogging. I mean, they’re a women’s magazine and they have this shit head of a person writing about dating women. I understand that he might be confused or whatever… but he’s just horrible about some of these women. I’m very anti Mr. Cherico’s need for drama and lack of forthrightness. What do you think?

I Had My First Exam Dream November 19, 2007

So I am separating posts because I’ve been getting picked up (and by “I’ve,” I mean “my blog”) by tag surfers and there’s no need for them to read about everything in my life right now. So… I’m separating the posts. Deal with it.

 

Last night I had my first exam dream. Now, I’m sure you’re thinking “You mean to say that you didn’t have any dreams about the bar before you took it in July?!” Correct. I did not have any such dreams. Strange, I know. Last night, I had it though. I was in the same room as the real exam. But for some reason, we had to have our applications with us. And, they had us go through them to make sure they were complete and THEN we were to take the test. However, I still didn’t have my recommending attorney signature. This is the only thing I am missing on my application currently in real life, as well. I just haven’t gone down to the Cape to have Annie sign the paperwork. Well, in my dream, we needed all of that stuff NOW or else we couldn’t take the exam.

 

I felt the anxiety build up and myself start to freak out as I realized I didn’t have this done. I remember thinking about leaving, driving to the cape and having her sign it and then returning to take the test. However, the rules clearly stated that you couldn’t leave the exam and return. SO I was screwed.

 

Then, I was going through the deadlines in my head and it didn’t make sense to me. I awoke to thoughts racing… had I missed a deadline? When WAS the deadline? AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!

 

Apparently the stress has begun a tad early… and here I thought I was dealing with it oh so well….